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Leigh's avatar

I wanted to add that I found it empowering to ask - what is your background + training in trauma?

I found that many therapists had taken a workshop on being trauma-informed, which is not enough to be considered a trauma therapist and to guide me on my journey. So, I asked for their education and experience up front to weed out the folks who just don't cut it. (I don't know if this is an American thing - if standards for labeling are more stringent elsewhere.)

Edited to add: Also, a red flag for me was anyone asking me to share me entire story in the first session. This should be paced, especially in trauma therapy, to avoid re-traumatizing oneself. Headlines should suffice until there's more trust + safety established.

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So much love for your in depth response to this question, Clare!

I just recently started working with a psychodynamic therapist in May this year, and I feel like the sessions and my therapist have been so supportive for me.

What you said about “staying close with yourself” is exactly what I’ve come closer to as a truth in myself throughout the last few months and the journey with my therapist.

We recently had a rupture, and for a few days afterward, I wasn’t sure if I could or would go back. Part of me was furious and angry, another part felt decimated inside.

Eventually, I reached a place in me of: ‘I am going to look after myself, regardless of what happens here and this may mean not going back and I’m okay with this in some ways, *and* I know we’ve built trust and I have begun to have trust in his care and the relationship, and I would like to keep working with him if that’s possible.’

It took me a few days to reach that space where I could hold both parts and feel the truth of them in me though, but I’m glad I did.

That session was one of the best sessions we’ve had. And the one following. I’ve also realized it’s amazing what is possible when someone is willing and able to own any mistakes they’ve made, is willing to make amends, and still shows up with their care and boundaries too. And when both parties can.

I think for many of us, we don’t expect to receive that, and maybe haven’t received it from anyone before, so for a therapist to stay in with us and meet us like this, I’ve realized it can be not only transformative personally, but also seems to deepen the therapeutic relationship as well. I’m really grateful to and for him and the work we’re doing. It’s not easy sometimes, but it is life changing and life affirming.

By staying close with myself, and giving myself the space and compassion to work through what comes up for me inside the room as well as outside too, I’ve realized I can show up more fully for myself and in my session too.

So that’s definitely made it on my list for any future therapists or similar that I might work with. And also as part of my own approach in life.

Also, it’s helped me have a bit more distinction around my therapist and I as different human beings, and that therapists are human beings too :)

They’re going to make mistakes, forget things, get things wrong, miss the mark sometimes. A good therapist will take responsibility for this and repair in the moment, or thereafter, once they’re aware of the situation. And we can practice forgiveness and compassion, and standing up for ourselves too.

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